Scar (Underground Vengeance MC Romance, Montana Chapter Book 1) by Liv Brywood

Author:Liv Brywood [Brywood, Liv]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-10-18T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 15: Scar

I can’t get the fuck out of the safe room fast enough. Love? She loves me? Me? She doesn’t even know half the hell I went through. She doesn’t know what Blackstone made me do to him and his friends. She’d be disgusted if she heard even one of my horrific stories. She’d run if she realized how fucked up I am inside. Oh, hell no! She can’t love me.

My bedroom is a welcome refuge for about five minutes. But with nothing to distract me, all I can do is suffer through flashbacks of all the disgusting things I had to do to Blackstone to stay alive. This isn’t going to work. Maybe a shower. Yeah, that’s it.

When that doesn’t help either, I get dressed and join the others in the living room. Julia’s missing, but Nitro and Nina are sitting on the floor with Max, helping him assemble his fortress of Legos. Over the years, Nina’s collected thousands of pieces. They’re strewn across the floor in an epic jumble of colors and sizes. It’s a total disaster.

I can’t stand the chaos, so I gather all the empty plastic containers around the room and set them in a neat line on the coffee table. Nina glances at me, then looks at Nitro, who shrugs. Max smiles at me with the wary knowledge of someone who has seen adults behaving strangely. I hate that he has to see me like this, but I can’t leave the house. It’s too risky. They don’t know why I need to do this, and frankly, I don’t either, but when I’m upset, I can’t handle disorganized shit.

Everything else in the house is already clean, so I don’t have any other options. The snack cupboard and all the dishes are exactly where they need to be. Nina keeps her house spotless, so the only thing left for me to rearrange are the Legos.

After rummaging through the mess, I start collecting yellow Legos first. They remind me of the sunshine I never got to see when I was locked in Blackstone’s basement dungeon. Almost every time he took me upstairs to use me, it was dark outside. After years of abuse, I wondered if sunlight could protect me. I wondered if that was why he didn’t bring us upstairs during the day. But that idiotic notion dissolved a week later when, on a hot summer day, Blackstone chained all the boys to fenceposts in the garden. He held a party for his most depraved friends, and they ruined us while the blazing sun burned our pale bodies. I couldn’t sit for a week after that twisted celebration. I never did find out why Blackstone threw that party, other than to use us. I guess it doesn’t really matter. He would have used any excuse to hurt us.

Green is the next color to capture my attention. Green represented all the grass we never got to play in. I’d always wondered what lived in the tall grass around the mansion.

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